I've given you my all
At least all that I can give you
Yet it seems
It's too much to return mine or actually call
I'm not trying to hold a therapy session
Though due to gradual loss of your attention
I may sign up anonymously for my depression
Or too tedious to write on my wall
Yet my news feed is filled with your posts
On others' walls - Is mine not pretty enough?
Do I ever cross your mind or am I now a joke?
I guess you also don't receive my texts
Yes my texts, e-mails, voicemails - what next?
Well - here, I sit, all of me
Wishing you would think of me
My big heart has taken enough
And some people have been cut off
Yet to those who once were so real
I ask one last time, Appreciate Me
Ingrates and Opportunists, our time is done
You truly never know what you've got till it's gone
So I was bored on the train to Worcester yesterday- no book (what was wrong with me?), I was lucky I had a sheet of paper and a pencil and this is what was on my mind then so this is what came out.
I do hate being disappointed and hurt and try so hard to be a REAL true friend yet... ah well. it's all a learning process I guess.
As my friend advised me in a skype chat, 'You need to balance your books and get the toxic assets off before you go bankrupt. Some "friends" are drive-thru friends - identify them and tell them to place their order quickly - and tell them not to run you over in the process'
Soundtrack for this piece: I love this song and this version it was almost always on the Atlantis FM Morning show back home
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdLEdkiXm9c&feature=related ( I don't know what movie it was in - sorry I'm not a movie guru)
If you don't know what we've got (some sort of relationship with me or that you have with someone/some people) and all that comes with it, One day I may hop up into a big yellow taxi out of our relationship just to make sure I don't get run over and note it will be a one way trip too. Don't trade our paradise for a parking lot. the end.lol
4 comments:
hahahahahaha....
heh u eh, u will jus kill me one day.
from d way u're talkin dis is personal eh? lol..
my two cents: people come from diff backgrounds, they have diff definitions of friendship, its not dat they dun love u or anythn o, but sumtyms ppl get caught up, n have stuff to worry about etc etc..i mean, clearly it means u r not a priority, but it doesnt mean u r nothing, u barb...but yeah, ur skype friend gave u good advice...u have a huge-ass heart, i've noticed. i think u should focus all ur big-ass loving on urself chale...and let every1 else b d ones checking up on u every now and then..dun do all d work. agen, this is only if dis is a personal note. hugs
haaaa but this girl. thanks love! it's semi personal..semi everyone goes through it..yah. it's LIFE!and as myDad always says Life is not fair.
but yah it's definitely more of me time now (I'll try) :)
Don't trade our paradise for a parking lot ...PREACH! :)
my favourite part: don't trade our paradise for a parking lot!
and i love big yellow taxi!
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